How did i get here?
Everything’s okay on the surface
But its not when you lay it bare
I try my best to be open
But they say only weak men show emotion
Am I weak? Ah damn!
Been told I love too much and I’m eroding
Is that what I really fear?
That I’m stuck in an illusion, self abusing
And you are not there
The four letter word is a façade
Love is blind, I guess they were right there
Do I trust? Is it lust? That’s keeping me right here
Next to the fire, what i desire
Like a drug that i want to keep taking me higher
But highs don’t last and i feel like I’m sinking fast…
It’s my fault, I let you use me
Star struck, blinded like a groupie
Alone, in this bed, thinking what did you do to me?
When did I become a slave to your terms?
Hollow inside, my soul stripped bare, nowhere to hide
In too deep, how do i step out of this quicksand
Thinking back to how this started
We were good friends
Lines got blurred, someone was bound to get hurt
Kinda hard to think straight with those curves and the twins peeking out your dress
It’s a mess, DAMN!